This photography is actually taken for quite a surprising purpose...
to actually prove you that yes i'm human , i have harms, needs,fears and desires....
I have days where i feel down , other i feel i can lift up mountains.
and days where i get sick , and can't work on anything...
Sometimes i have the impression when you'Re on the net...people tend to forget you're an actual person when they met you behind a screen....they say mean things they would never say in public, or impossibly nice things that make your heart flutter...
The net is full of contradiction i say ....
god here i am mumbling nonsense....my apologies, i'm currently drugged on Benadryl they gave with my remicade ( the exact IVs you see here...) so i'm extremely sleepy, dizzy and my brain HALF work ah ah .....
* goes toward bed and faint on it*
PS : i putted a warning because some people are really sensible toward needles and injections.
ps2 : by the way ..if people wonder, i have crohn disease , thanksfully not a cancer lol
Ok, now that I know what the Crohn Disease is, I admire your bravery even more. I can't imagine what it would be like to live with something like that.
I hope you'll get better! And yes, you are totally right with the internet, it's something really weird. Yes, full of contradictions... I wanted to ask you something, I'm not sure if that's the right place though... why Ulquiorra? Why do you like him the best? Why do you always draw him, cosplay him, kind of identify with him? I adore him, me too, but I just would like to ask you why do you like him that much?
And I do not call people I meet online, my online-friends. Heck, half of them are my soul-sisters. :'D -die- Though it is true with one person I've known since I was small, though I will not ponder on that.
But with the crohn disease, that sounds painful. :c The doctors are doing everything they can to help, and I'm glad. You seem like a wonderful person and has the imagination I do when it comes to drawing. c: ♥
I admire you for your bravery, I really do.
And yes, you are totally right with the internet, it's something really weird. Yes, full of contradictions...
I wanted to ask you something, I'm not sure if that's the right place though... why Ulquiorra? Why do you like him the best? Why do you always draw him, cosplay him, kind of identify with him? I adore him, me too, but I just would like to ask you why do you like him that much?
And I do not call people I meet online, my online-friends. Heck, half of them are my soul-sisters. :'D -die- Though it is true with one person I've known since I was small, though I will not ponder on that.
But with the crohn disease, that sounds painful. :c The doctors are doing everything they can to help, and I'm glad. You seem like a wonderful person and has the imagination I do when it comes to drawing. c: ♥
Hope you get better soon! <3